Back in February, I purchased my own physical tarot deck. I had been playing with a few apps for a while already to get the idea of it, but making that purchase was a big stepping stone for me. It got me out of my comfort zone and helped me dive deeper into this spiritual journey a little further. Not an easy thing for me since I avoid hard things.

But anyways, for the last few months I’ve gone back and forth between doing a daily card reading and sometimes just doing a reading at the beginning and end of the week. I’m the kind of person that gets easily frustrated because I don’t automatically know the meanings of each card, which, HELLO, that’s the whole thing isn’t it? The journey is the most beautiful part! If I could read tarot cards perfectly, I would probably have my whole soul figured out by now. Lol.

But anyways, I’ve really enjoyed having a tarot deck at my disposal because it’s a great way to ask myself open-ended questions and really start to dig deeper into what I want and need and desire. Lately, I haven’t had the time or really as strong of an interest in diving deep, especially with all the world’s chaos at the moment, but I’ve started to feel it’s energy calling to me again. Whenever I walk past the table where my deck is sitting on, I can feel it. Which is super cool but also annoying because I don’t want tooooo… at least not right now. It’s hard when you’re just not feeling into it, right?

Tomorrow is the new moon in Gemini and I’m going to make the effort and do a tarot spread for the new “moonth.” We’ll see how it goes! 🙂